Jesus Jesus
Save me save me
Jesus Jesus
Change me change me
I’m not who I want to be
Mentally nor emotionally
Stormy seas
Speak peace
Hush me
Jesus Jesus
Forgive me
I’m not who I want to be
Light emptied
Pretending
Not even that anymore
They see me
I feel like whatever has hit me is inflicting
Every inch of me
No healing
Mind dying
Expiring
No sight left
Looking for
Emotion-less-ness
Letting go….nothingness
Haunting me…no longer spontaneous
Constant
Monstrous
Jesus
Find me
Remind me
Hide me hide me hide me
I’m dying
I cry less
Numbness
Deaf and dumbness
Substance-less
Consumptions…..
