Note: I think a lot of what I write are projections. It has taken me a long time to understand this. But, I am trying to figure out how all that works. So with that said, keep in mind that much of this stuff is what I should be preaching to myself alone, I just don’t like to accept that. My writings reflect the things I really really wrestle with. Whether they are hateful, loving, annoying, aggressive, cynical, critical (my lifelong go to), or heavenly and gracious. I write as I am, and as I see things in the moment. I might believe I am right, but that don’t mean I am, ya dig? I get that. But, it has been too hard trying to suppress this more human, vulnerable side of me and I just have to be legit. Don’t get offended even if I want you to. I am just working out this life of mine, the best I can, with what I have been given and hoping to overcome all that really is unlike Christ in me. But, these be dark times for me, so that is what you plainly see 😉 Just know that more than anything, deep down I want to spread joy and peace, that shit just doesn’t come as naturally to me…
Ah Shit
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- projecting
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Jesus seeker, mother, poet, trying the best I can. I have fought depression, anxiety and who knows what else since I was an adolescent. I am trying to allow my writing to be as free and organic as possible, so if I appear to be a little too unstable, you're right on track! Jesus said 'the truth will set you free," and I ran with it. View all posts by mywonderingsoul.com
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